child of God.

change

2006-06-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

mad. 165 posts in half a yr, i am shifting. it takes too long to republish.

here.

2006-06-12T02:42:00.000+08:00

crave for it, want it, desire it, seek, yearn it, feel it.
if we want it, we'll get it.
God will give.

move HOLY SPIRIT, MOVE!
it is a faith filled, spirit filled generation call out to You.
may we see You move,
feel Your touch in the months to come.

all i seek, is You.

glory to glory

2006-06-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

from glory to glory,
this time round, it will be better than PASSION.
this time round, the fire will not die down.
this time round, its time for the lost.

lets see it.
let's be tested in this.
no more all talk no action
this time, its gonna be a SPIRIT FILLED movement.
God will give.
the schools will multiply and amplify.
no more stagnant.
we'll see a BREAKTHROUGH!

CCHMS, we'll see 50 and beyond!
EB, 35 will come to pass
EB2, there will come a flow of converts.
EB1, we'll seek in desperation.
EAST, 200 and beyond is never far.
yhope, 1000 is right before us.

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

thru Him, NOTHING is impossible.

2006-06-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

i promise.
i promised it would
gah
can You pls help me?
from today, i'll lift it up to You
i'll talk to You when i m tempted.
no more.

STOP.

i need strength to overcome it.
i need Yours.
mine doesn't work.
i'll submit it to You.
guide me.
i shall not be in want.

let me be brought thru

2006-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

going to give 100%
i wanna hear frm You.
nth more.
so let me HEAR.

amen.

ENCOUNTER

2006-06-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

where should i begin and end?

so much has occurred during this who ENCOUNTER camp.

i am refreshed, renewed. my faith has grown and my trust in God is strengthened.

let me start frm the easiest place: the brginning.

i left early for camp on the 7th of June 2006. it was the start of something awesome. i went there, and it felt like any other camp. but the cool stuff had yet to come.

the first day was games, and i stayed w/ the medics team when the games got more intense, being at hand in case they needed me. it was fun, esp looking at the water game. then there was night teachings. absolutely cool, though i was slpy, but i managed to listen well.. the altar call was amzing, cos it met my objective of dat day, which was to break free from addictions. i went to stage right: disobedience. i felt much better after lifting it up to God.

i went back and bathe. took my phone with me cos i wanted to be contactable. who knew it would bring disaster. my phone smashed on the floor and water seeped in. i went back to my room and i prayed till i cried. it was then my phone worked. i went away and it din work. i prayed as hard but it din work.i cried and prayed and told God to please not take my phone away. He restored it but not fully. i could not stand a phone that was almost useless and therefore i off-ed it and it couldn't work anymore. that was when i realised that God has His own plan and i must learn to trust in it, despite circumstances and consequences.

the second day came and i went for prayer meet. God met my objective right that morning when i was seeking direction for my future. He told me to persevere, thru the words daniel spoke, i believe. it was also an amazing morning, as eelee exercised her gift of tongues for the first time. it was also the first time most of us heard this gift being exercised in our presence. we took spiritual gift test in the afternoon, and my top gift was Faith. found my others pretty low. all below ten. at night, spoke w/ the grp, then w/ joy and cat. they spoke into my life and i'll do my best to change.

the second day was also the day the fevers came. there were many major fever cases that brought michael and his leaders in a whirlwind. thank god for them. i heard joy's gift of healing being exercised and heard of the rapid and supernatural healing frm God.

the second day was a day of anointing as well. it was WOW-ing, to see the whole youth go down on their knees and praying incessantly. i din get prayed for, but i din wan God to pass me by, so i managed to spend time praying as well.

the third day was cool. there was wargame, some plot of shirley's "death". saw her walking ard and asked her abt being "resurrected". medics were on duty so din really play. then there was BRING IT ON. was fun. din know such talents were present in church. 'mazing. the it was IGNITE. WOW-ing. i was slpy for the front part, but i was awaked by a tingly feeling all over me and the healing of my sore throat. the objective i had in mind was to be touched personally by God and indeed, He did. the rest of the concert was cool. this yr more prayer & faith than the prev one.

BREAKTHROUGH 1000!

met dennis a while later and then had some bonding.. then i was recalled back for medic duty thru the night. was reluctant at first but i realised that i grew closer to ppl in medics. slp for abt 1 hr plus thru the night. it was cool. spent most of 4th day w/ medics. it was good. i got to know more ppl. =)

so many goals, so much faith in God

i have been so touched by Him in camp and have come far from the uncertainty i had b4 i went into camp.

i wan to serve and serve HARD. no holding back.
wanna develop skills for the KOG.
i'm ready to commit my time for God.
going to go all out, not going to let anything hold me back.

let CCHMS REALLY see 50 come to pass.

let my bro know Christ by end of JULY

breakthru 1000. going all out.

AMEN!

camp

2006-06-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

sick and tired of it all.. every day listen to u grumbling..

watever.

YAY!!! CAMP!!!!

ahh well.

open heart.

sorry

2006-06-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

'm sorry.

haix.

thank God

2006-06-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

thank God for joy,
a sister w/ a listening ear,
a sister who cries and laugh with me,
a sister who empathises,
a sister, a spiritual sister,
who is as close as a physical one.

thank God for God,
who is the Real Parent,
whose love is unconditional,
who arms are always open,
whose ears are always ready to listen,
whose mouth is always ready to comfort,
who is always, always there.

i really thank God.

hmm

2006-06-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

well, today was basically a day at nexus. was extremely broke but really thank God who softened my mom's heart and she gave me TWENTY.. haha.

went to nexus at ard 1.30.. i know, very early. hah. then slacked ard, saw dawn, then ppl slowly trickled in. =) then went for svc.

pearly gave me postcard, actually she wrote it b4 going to hong kong and gave it to li yin to give to me. she write until its her last words. nah, i'm missing my shepherd. ahh!!! yep, we're different.

anyway, svc had prayer for HS. wow. ying hui, vicky and rui xian received. praise God!

then after svc wen to eat dinner. had lesson after dat. went to shepherd's class. it was fun. mixing w/ new ppl.

thank God, my mom did scold me, not sure abt dad, he's not back yet. well...

hmmx, lots of stuff going on in my life and mind. come on, i need to grow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GROW, GROW, GROW!!!!!!!

more of You, less of me.

din see tino at svc, where's he?

blessed.

RC

2006-06-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

ahh!! to day is the RC opening. its so fun lorx. i really enjoyed fellowshipping and stuff, got to know more ppl and grew closer to those i know... played mahjong, i actually won't like 2 times in a row!!! haha. nv won b4. thank God for justina. also learnt to play bridge, barely.. and also learnt magic. lol. BOBBY. so fun. it was just a really great time of slacking ard. lol.

camp coming!!!!! ahh, can't wait manx. its gonna be VERY exciting!!!! hahah. set camp objectives le? i did!! it's w/ pearly. yay!!! and gonna be medic. sounds vry cool. get to know more ppl. and of course, see more of God's work. =). looking forward to camp.

missing cat, manda, pearly, shern and all the rest. aww, they must be enjoying themselves in hong kong. hope dat they are getting enuff slp!!! have fun!!

tmr and sunday is like a packed day. this is a packed week. woohoo! hope to study during hols too. come on!!!

gonna STOP. by Your strength, and will.

blessed and guided

bring it on

2006-05-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

today very hectic. haix. woke up ard 11. then did some stuff on the com. then when going to sch that time realised phone's on/off button spoilt. planned to rush get it repaired then go sch. in the end had to go a few places then found one tat could help me do.

then later the person say my LCD also spoilt. wa.. i felt so lost then. haix. then i ran ard trying to find someone else who could help me fix my LCD. found it but they say will take one hr. haix. then went home, got money frm bro. slacked ard. totally din bother to go sch le. then when it was repaired, realised Bring It On was starting. rushed to nexus. and we did a 'rehearsal'.

it was so, haha, messy la. yep. so went up, did our stuff. but really messy, all over the place. well. the idea was cooked up ytd. i think we can be the entertainment interlude lorx. make ppl laugh. HAHA.

then from then on, things began to settle la. i think that being at nexus really give a calming effect. being with all the sisters really, i dunno, calmed me down. then went for tuition. well that's my day.

well, ya la. so sian lorx. haix, goodness, its so crap la.

i really feel my parents come on vry strong, especially my mom. they really dunno how to teach lorx. haix, its the only reason why i can forgive them. being the oldest or ard the age of the oldest is difficult. nxt time i'll warn my parents against treating my sister the same way they treated me. ah watever la.

philippians 3:8.
yes indeed, everything else is rubbish. aww heck.

camp objectives set? do them up quickly and fix them in ur mind!

blessed.

stuffs

2006-05-31T11:52:00.000+08:00

just looked thru the basis of our prom this yr. really thank the gals frm 4 DL and chessia. sweet gals. =)

hmmx. this wk is like so filled up. better start doing some studying soon.

prom06

click to see. lol.

housewarming and camp coming soon!!!! yay!

cl olvl

2006-05-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

oh man, i have to score A1 this time. if not, i am DEAD. ahh!!
haix haix haix, all the stuff are not EASY lorx. especially paper one.
i feel like i'm so dead la.
haix, wat do i have but faith left for this paper?
gonna go mad over worrying for this....

High School Musical is so freaking nice.
haha. VERY nice.

hmmx, bring it on.
haix haix. gimme some ideas?
ah well...

God bless?

High School Musical

2006-05-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

woohoo! High School Musical is damn cool. haven watched it yet, but i know its gonna be. aww manx, why do i live in Singapore? its been out for so long and i only know it now.. aww.. their songs and dance moves are gonna be mind blowing!

i wanna buy their dvd and cd. hah, its a really great show, one of the coolest disney showi have EVER watched, or rather, ever heard of.

HSM rocks!

tmr CL o'lvl. must get A1

i submit it into Your hands.

let go?

2006-05-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

too much stuff
wat ever, tmr is the last day of sch

let me learn to let go and hold onto You

hmx

2006-05-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

life's not easy
so much stuff and everything is just so laggy
well, i really dunno wat i can do
NEED to give up,
but the problem is,
i don't think i WANT to.

its a MAJOR problem
i must WANT to give it up
going all out for God means that u have to sacrifice,
and i KNOW its the right thing to do.
its not like God owes me something if i give it up.
i mean, He gave up His Son so long ago.
ya, so i really HAVE to do the right hting lorx.
cos its more that i owe it to God.
ahh well.

i know You will guide me

results

2006-05-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

well.. L1R5 of 24. what can i say but thank God for the drop in 5 marks from my SA1. haix. still need to see teacher but no need HOD. yay! computer filled w/ virus and spyware. ah well. hope that these few mths go well.

i place my life fully into Your hands.

guide me and lead me.

Because of YOU SICK parents!

2006-05-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
you felt so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing!

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
Afraid

Because of you
Because of you

listening

2006-05-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

why do our parents not listen to us?
IT'S SO HARD.

because of you by kelly clarkson.
its so true

parents

2006-05-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

only parents can bring hurts so deeply.
only parents can hurt us so damn much
why do they do this to us?
why do they make us hurt SO DAMN DEEPLY?
WHY?

this week has been filled w/ so much pain, so much hurts.
why don't they understand how much we love them?
its so SICK, the way our parents hurt us again and again
when we try to do the best for them
its so SICK that they try to break us in every way,
they try to destroy us our individuality.
i am surprised that i even endure till now.
WHY do we FORGIVE each and every time?

IT HURTS SO DAMN MUCH.
why do they cause our tears to flow?
why do they always make us so MAD, so HURT?
THEY SHOULDN'T! but they did.

WHY?!?!
'cos they are not perfect.

take me away from this hurt and pain, oh Lord.
i wan to forgive their bitterness, their cutting words.
give me strength and courage to live.
guide me.
beyond all of this, i will learn to depend on You, the PERFECT Father.
i will lean on You,
i will come to You as a child, to learn how to love all over again.
to be loved in the true perfect way.
let me be comforted by You, let me be still.

i enjoy solitude with You.

erase all the pain and hurts.
take away all bitterness,
there is no one else but YOU.

relinquish

2006-05-14T01:37:00.000+08:00

i have to give it up,
i have to relinquish it.
i can't hold it anymore, i cannot.
i have to be FORCED to give it up.
i MUST.

there is no such thing as in between,
no such thing as sitting on the fence.
i have chosen and therefore, i have to give it up.
I MUST.

john 15:1-8
trying to bring something out of it.
guide me.

blessed

wasting

2006-05-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

i am wasting my time. i need a substitute, i need something to take my mind off...

how can i survive like this?
how can i live like this?
its not easy..

i must & i will overcome this.
this is not something i will tolerate having in my life
i don't wan to live with this guilt.
its not easy...

help me to become the person You wan me to be
help me to escape from this place.
bring me through,
guide me out...
its not easy...

to be me.

i know you'll guide me thru.

i wanna pray for:
CCHMS St John ppl - camp won't collide w/ ENCOUNTER
cat - parents to don't quarrel.
jac - stand firm & strong. wanna be there for her.
ying hui - to be gentle and patient
swee hong - to continue growing

tmr gonna be great. =)

God blessed

camp june 2006. WOW

2006-05-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

this is mad.
this is crazy.
this is insane.

this is amazing
this is awesome.
this is wonderful.
this is beyond my comprehension.

I CAN ACTUALLY GO FOR CAMP!!!

do i hear Amen all around??

i dunno how God did it, i really dunno how God did it... how did He soften my dad's heart? How did He make my dad listen to me? how did He put words in my mouth that will convince my dad? i really dunno.. WOW

so WOW-ed.
can't help but left floundering, trying to catch up when i realised my dad was going to allow me to go for camp.

i was left floundering behind as God continue to move in my dad.

WOOSH!

its been less that 7 hrs since i had nth but faith and now faith has given me what i need. WOW.

i really can't describe the wonder that God has left in me.

WOW.

thank God for God.
and bernard. lol

i dun wanna EVER forget this time today.
felt His tangible presence, so REAL.
need prayers to get 5As and 3Bs or better.
thanks.. in faith, we'll receive

AMEN!

so close

2006-05-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

had a wake up call.

You are my life
You are my all.
i need no one else,
other than You.
its just You,
purely You.
all i want, is You.

let this be my motto, my battle cry, my prayer.

it's all about You.
no one else.

how could i not be moved? how could i?

when all that is left is You,
when all is lost except You.
i turn to You and hear You say,
"i have always been here, my child."

why wait until all is lost before u realised how precious He is...

let me be touched by You tonight...

i don care whatever emath anymore.. i wanna be right with You, before You..

draw me, draw me into Your presence.
drown me, drown me in Your glory.
fill me, fill me with Your being.
let me be so close to You,
let me drown...

i wanna be so close to You,
i wanna be brought near to You
i need You
i need all of You.
There is no one else other than You,
there is no one else but You.
You are my one and only,
You are awesome and holy
draw me closer
and closer to You
let me be so close to You.

bring me thru,
fill my heart.
i know we'll never be apart.
nothing can ever separate us,
nothing can.
i hold You so close,
i hold You close to my heart,
where we'll nv be apart.

come and be SO CLOSE to me...

dreaming

2006-05-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

God can beat your greatest dreams.
Give him the biggest dream you have,
And He'll turn it upside down, downside up.
He'll give you in return something beyond your dreams,
beyond your wildest imagination.

passion?

2006-05-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

these few days have been bad.

i miss the PASSION.

wanna go for camp so pls pray for me kay?

blessed.

wonder

2006-04-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes i do wonder if i am worthy of His love.

i do wonder...

but i do trust in Him, and His love

mad week

2006-04-28T23:02:00.000+08:00

been a long week, filled with lots of stuff in btw.

pft has passed and i failed 2.4km run. bleh i will definitely do better during p.e.

anyway, mid yrs have started and life is gonna be even more hectic. lots of stuff are gonna be out of line and lots of thing are gonna be neglected. gah. i dun wanna neglect God's ministry. gonna do all i can, by God's strength, to remain strong and ever faithful, so as to serve Him the best that i can.

i wanna go for CAMP!!!!!!!!!
oh man oh man oh man... God, pls let me go!!!

lots of stuff in life, but wanna forever remember that God is ALWAYS with me. through EVERYTHING.

i may be flawed, but i know that God is flawless. i will trust in Him and His ways.

THE STAND.

amen. God bless.

2006-04-21T23:11:00.000+08:00

this is mad.bleh

going to go for first svc for the next few months. bleh. very upsetting. haix.

God bless

stuff

2006-04-21T15:14:00.000+08:00

i have too much stuff in my phone.
too many words.

books & authors:
findyour fit
linda chaikin
catherine palmer
a child of the king
cynthia davis
frank pereitti
sovereign stone
anthony horowitz
laurell k hamilton
john c.wright
end times-john walvoord
secrets of a freelance writer- robert bly
the prodigal project

IBSN code:
3853232078 ecd000207

dance:
1.standard discipline:waltz, tango, viennise waltz, foxtrot, quickstep
2.latin:samba, cha cha cha, rhumba, paso doble, jive

haha. that's all!

God bless

sianx

2006-04-19T14:07:00.000+08:00

my com is gone and my Internet is down, so pls email or msg me anything that i need to know. if you do email me, pls sms me to let me know. i'll try to read my emails asap.

i desperately need prayers for camp. i really want to go for the june camp. my dad is not allowing me to go but i am waiting on God for a miracle. pray for my dad, for God to drain the bitterness out of him. haix.

parents day coming up, i really wanna bring my mom to church. pray for it too.

praying for patience to wait on God, to trust His plan, to not doubt His promises, to continue praying for miracles even though i may be disappointed cos its not His plan. i need to wait on Him, to love Him desperately. wanna hear His voice in my life. waiting on God.

have faith, have trust and have love for Him.

i need prayer.

i wanna experience hope in God.
wanna experience joy, love and all that from God.
give me a touch from heaven
let me be drenched in grace,
drenched in the Spirit.

praying for a touch from You.
fill me and refresh me.
replenish and give me strength.

in Jesus' name,
Amen

easter

2006-04-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

today is easter. 2000 plus yrs ago, victory had been claimed. wow.

lots of things happening this wk. family, sch work, friendships, and other's well being. i am feeling anxious and worried abt all of them. i kept thinking of who could i pour out such a great burden to. joy? dennis? pearly has enough to worry abt, so i din even consider telling her. then i thought of the burdens dennis and joy had to carry, and couldn't bear to tell them abt my concerns. so i was thinking, who can i tell? i brooded over it for a long time, unable to think of anyone, until someone came to my mind.

GOD.

God, who paid for all the burdens we carry through His blood. God, who loves all of His children unconditionally. God, it is Him who i can confide in, no matter what the issue is.

WOW.

i was blown away by Him and His greatness, His love, His grace, His mercy. He will be there for us, always. matthew 28:20. He can take all our burdens and He has a solution for all of them. our burdens will never bog Him down, for He is all-powerful.

He died and rose again.

thank You so much. romans 5:8. though i was unworthy, You still died for me.

from this moment on, all i do, shall be for Your glory. forgive any mistakes i make. i thank You for Your forgiveness and Your grace. lead me and guide me, ALL of my days. Thy will, not mine, be done in my life.

i will trust in YOU, always.

amen. Yes, God.

2006-04-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

imperfect ppl do things that fall short of God' glory. they love below the standard of God's perfect love. they hurt you, they belittle you, they say that you are a gone case, they say that they are unlucky to have u as their daughter, friend, sister..

but we, as those who know God, as those who have God's love filling our hearts, must transcend beyond this low standard. we should meet up to the standard of God's love, and be able to love all people despite them being unlovely, being bitter, being hateful, hurtful. we can't live at their standard, or we will never grow more in God if we continue to be consumed by the bitterness and hatred of this world. we must transcend the world's standard of love.

i want to love ALL ppl, even if they hurt me or belittle me, or do anything to me. cos they do not have God's love filling their hearts. i want to forgive them. if those who know God, but do not have God's love filling their hearts, i pray that they will come to be filled by God's love and will not be bitter abt what God had called them to do.

Thy will be done. it's my life motto, my one desire.

God, may Your will be done in my life.
i submit entirely to You.

guide me and lead me all of my days.

Amen!

in love

2006-04-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

we are all in love with Jesus.
that's why we sing so much.

thats SO true!!!! ahh..

lots of things not going right. lots of things happening all ard. i can't do it on my own. but i know that God will help me. God will handle it all. i am going to hand it all to him and pray that He will solve it all. YES AND AMEN!!! haha.

so hand all ur problems to HIM. He will handle it. all the hwk, all the exams, all the worries, all the unhappiness, all the helplessness... i know that He has a solution to all of it. yes!

Thy will be done. Thy will be done.

gonna give my all to Him.
serve to the end.
i will worship Him with all my might, & i know that He will replenish my strength. He will guide me thru. i have full faith that i will come out of this whole ordeal with many great testimonies.

i will give my all to You. You are my Jehovah Jireh.

Amen.

blogging

2006-04-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

ytd couldn't get over the habit of bloggin, so in the absence of a com, i wrote on paper. not gonna bother to typr it out. strange that how blogging has become a habit. life w/o msn feels really weird, hoping to get my com back real soon. i wan to transfer songs into my phone. bleh.

today was sorta messed up. all the lessons like having tests. mrs ho din come so went to physics lab to do stuff, teacher not present. together w/ the hong kong exchange students. lots of stuff not conducive to learning abt what we do in sch. bleh, that's why feel so weird. got to know karen. she was really cool la. haha. real fun. too bad i wun be going to hk in june. oh well.

determined to bring someone on sat. sermon will be cool. ahh! gonna bring a junior.

metamorphosis. praying for jac to be able to come. thank God for grace who will be going and mickey mouse who i hope will be going. oh manx.

praying for camp, mom, bro, mid yr.

praying that sports meet tmr will be of fair weaher, not too deary, nor too sunny. God can make it possible.

can't wait for easter. its gonna be so freaking EXCITING. ahh!

john 11:24-25. woohoo

pray for God to be close, 24/7.

God bless.

woozy

2006-04-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

woah, God just did an unexpected twist on what i had judged on. bleh. really sorry for judging. God really showed that what He looked out for was the heart, not the action. really wanna learn to see the heart too, dun wanna judge at all. i really wanna grow so much more in God.

woohoo, today jac received Holy Spirit. yay! really thank God so much for her faithfulness. and the others, dun give up. you'll defnitely be in our prayers. yup. jia you! God is waiting to give this to you.

really thank God for all the ppl in my life. wow.

gah, my dad took away my com. bleh, probably can't do much these few days. using my dad's com to blog now. bleh. gonna pray for it to be returned to it to me soon. yup. prayer works!

gonna need to study hard for midyr. bleh. its gonna be tough but i am sure that i can overcome it. with God, anything is possible.

really impacted by God's twist today. God really does unexpected things. yep. God is good.

AMEN!

gospels

2006-04-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

i am not gonna lose ur friendship. i am sorry for anything i have done to hurt you, anything wrong to you. i still wanna be ur friend. i promise not to force anything upon you.

just watched gospel of judas on national geographic. bleh, its so weird and untrue. gah. it wasted 2 hrs of my life? anyway i was praying for God to guard my heart above all else.. so as not to be affected by lies and to be sure of the truth. my dad was bugging me again. bleh, blantant prosecution. i pray that it does not affect my brother.

today was a relaxing day. slacked alot again. nxt wk is coing up and mid yrs are drawing closer again.. haix, so fast. time does fly. gonna do well this time, for God, thru God. My parents definitely won't allow me to go for camp if i came back w/ Cs and Ds, gonna score as many As as possible... but its easter this wk, and it means so much, so its definitely not a time to forget abt ppl.. bring ppl to easter svc.. anyone interested? can msg me.. or even tag my board...

i know that God will honour and God will heal all wounds. guard the heart above ALL.. i am gonna do exactly that..

i trust in You. God will heal.

amen and God bless.

passion of christ

2006-04-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

wow. just finished watching The Passion Of The Christ. beautiful, heartbreakingly beautiful. breath taking. i definitely love the last scene, the taste, the tangible taste of sweet victory. wow. its so great, so wonderously great is God's love. AMEN!

thank God for bernard who lent it to me.

had a fulfilling day. started off with meeting in oceania room. definitely learnt something. its great, to be learning so much abt the KOG, for the KOG. then went ard, met tino and xiao amanda. don't be so upset, dearest bro. it WILL be alright. then "fetched" swee hong and michelle. then grace called to say she was at mrt. ahh.was super hungry and there was no time left so shern and chias went to pick her up. thank God for both sisters. eat quickly, and ran up. bleh, found out prayer meet was gonna start later.

went in for prayer meet. was cool. first time in a few wks. yay! then remembered abt amanda tan. bleh, sorry gal! thank God for her, for she came faithfully even though i din answer her calls. thank God for chessia who came! P&W was great, and the time of worship, i felt God's presence really touched me. sermon was even cooler. really learnt alot. altar call came and PRAISE GOD!!!! there were many who desired to receive Christ. AMEN!! this shows that PASSION FOR GOD is NOT YET DONE. wow.

went to gelare straight w/ the unit. had fun. haha. was great just sitting there and talking. fellowshipping is indeed great. ate some stuff and left. we went our ways and i went w/ joy and michelle. haha. went to ate some things at the basement. hah. tasty. we went back to starhub. then sat ard and then we left. reached home ard 9.

thank GOD! my dad did not scold me much. prayer WORKS!!! yay!

celebrated mom's bday. may God really bless her in the area of work, to be less stressed. bless her in the area of health, to be healthy. i really yearn to see her come on parents' day. YES and AMEN, i believe she will open up her heart to GOD. God is the God of IMPOSSIBLEs.

need prayer for camp. i will go and i will experience.

prayer for cchms. by the end of next wk, i will have brought someone to God. passion is not at the end. its easter, it means so much. i WILL bring someone.

thank God for ALL that HE's done......

AMEN!

cry

2006-04-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

its my last yr in cchms.

i know i'll cry.

i know i'll cry when EB1 is going to be separated.
when all of us are going to be spilted up into different districts,
when the rest of the younger sisters will be left behind.
when i have to change my shepherd,
when i have to entrust my sheep to someone else.
when we'll not see each other everyday,
when we aren't up to date about each other's life.

i know i'll cry.
i'll miss all my dearest sisters,
every single one of you,
for all of you have taken a portion of my heart w/ you.

it's a time for rejoicing but also a time of mourning.
some things may be lost,
but i believe there will be gains as well.
i only wish i din have to lose all of you.
i wish to see all of you on sat, 1st/2nd svc.
but i know we'll meet at the end of the race.
and i'll see you there, my friends.
forever bound as sisters.

just felt like writing some prose i guess.

ben's leaving vry soon.
oh manx.. i hope that everything will not be waivered.
yup. i love MARCOM!!!

today had a pretty ok day.
went home early.
then went out to buy cake, for mom.
met some brothers,
got roped it for medic in camp but also not vry confirmed.
stayed in life bkshop for an hr plus again.
bleh. i really can't make up my mind on what to buy..

tml gonna be a fun filled day.
yep. i love saturdays!! woohoo!!!

really praying for camp.
i really want to go.
its really a great time to spend w/ sisters.
by faith, i'll be there.

bleh, why am i writing in poem style again? oh manx, this is so weird. haha. but sometimes fun.

i am really worried. you always say u have a commitment but do u know ur priorities? i know it's hard, but did anyone say a Christian's walk is easy? a bed of roses? its going to be tough, but through God we can be tougher. why do u also give up so easily? why don't you place your trust in Him? why do you always say such disheartening things? why do you not commit first and foremost to God? why isn't He the centre of your life? why do u hang onto worldly things? why do you not give up everything for Him alone? why do you not choose God? why choose something else? i told everyone in the beginning of the year that if i backslide, i give all my dearest sisters, permission to slap me. will you let me? will you let me scold you and rebuke you and tell you that u are falling away already? i can't help but love you forever, because you are my dearest sister. it hurts so much to see you like this. i pray that all will be resolved. i have faith in God.

pray for camp. i really need to go and encounter. praying to experience so much more this camp. its going to be great.

pray for my brother.
i believe that he'll come to know God by June.

pray for newbies.
open hearts receive the most.

pray for my mom.
its HER birthday today! happy birthday!!!

pray for me.
i need guidance, i need a direction.

in jesus' name,
AMEN!!!

mad

2006-04-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

ok. this is mad.
ahh the whole thing is so maddening
this is really crazy & i really don't know what to do

why are there no impactful stuff?
blehx. this is really bad.
but no matter wat, i will forever love my ministry.
yay!! anyone interested in joining?
marcom!!!

had cg. was fun. was cool.
i realise that i really wanna commit everything i have to the KOG.
wow. just this peace and assurance in me
that's so cool.
no matter what, i m gonna stand by my faith, yay!

tmr got physics test. and i still haven studied at all.
this is crazy.
how am i going to pass?
BY FAITH.
yay! PRAISE GOD!

ENCOUNTER!!!!!
oh manx. i really nid to start praying for it.
i wanna go!!! wanna pay $90!!!!
yes and AMEN!
i will go and i will have no hitches in anything that has to do w/ camp.
parent's consent, money.
ALL will be SMOOTH SAILING.
in JESUS' name.
AMEN!!!!!

oh manx. i love all my new sisters.
all of them so faithful and so eager to learn.
WOW.
i love them for being so teachable.
Thank GOD!!!

realised that we can't solve all problems by ourselves.

God bless.

crazy

2006-04-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

this is crazy manx.

i dunno what is going on. everything is like so messed up and so confusing. just when i thought i had God's plan in mind, He comes ard and make me confused again. gah.

its so complicated and so confusing. i can't really see the big picture. i only see the small part and pray that the outcome will be the way i want it. but ultimately its God's plan. so i'll just haf to follow Him where He leads.

i wish life wasn't so complicating.
i wish life was much easier than this, easier than having to go to sch and endure it all.
can i stay at home all day and read?
i really have no wish to go out there and repeat my routine day in day out.
its so mundane. so meaningless.
haix, i wish, but it isn't reality.

would it be cool if i kept a quotes journal?
dunno.

really pray for God' guidance.

God bless

trust

2006-04-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

thanks for ur trust

i will love you forever and always. come what may, no matter what.

i will see you thru this, i will be with you EACH and EVERY step.

Thank God for you.

Amen.

sick

2006-04-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

oh manx, this is CRAZY.

i have fever at 38 degrees plus.
this is so BAD.
ahh!!! so many ppl are sick.

i know cat is sick,
da dennis also sick.
see so many ppl sick all ard me.
what is going on????

Refiner's fire alright..
but i am really gonna trust in God and know that HE'll heal all of us in His own time.
feeling so weak and vulnerable.
i hope to have a breakthrough thru this.

Trust in the LORD,
YES and AMEN!!

more or less

2006-04-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

nothing you can do, could make Him love you more
nothing you have done, can make Him close the door.

WOW. i love the song "So You Would Come"

thank God for aloysius who helped me burn the dvd.
love this song really alot.
this IS the love of God, for all His children.
oh manx

had a freaking weird out day.
felt funny all day.
super humid manx.

lots of things occurred.

one thing i learnt though, is you must forgive no matter what. especially if they are your brothers or sisters. don't u know how much they depend on you? they need you to say, "its okay, I am here FOR you." i wanna be there for you, my dearest sis. it's okay, i am here FOR you.

i remember yu qian's post in the past.
"the teacher left/died... the class changed and was never the same.."

must something drastic happen before we can realise what is in front of us? mus we curse and shout f-words all over the place when everything remains the same? why don't u treasure what is in front of you? why must u hurt others and regret it only when something drastic occurs?

~~"is she dead?"~~
"she brought it on herself."
"it's her fault."

what the freaking problem with all of you? she isn't just some other ppl, she is your SISTER!!!!! do u still remember that? don't you remember that we are all flawed? i don't understand you guys... but know this, she is my SISTER and i CARE VERY MUCH for her. what abt u?

i really don't care if any of you read this. this is how i feel.

haha. on a lighter note camp reg. form is out on yhope website.
ahh.
this time is at PGP. haix. i wanna stay at Kent Ridge. don't think will have the chance le. now also have to get parents to sign. ahix. and maybe even pay. really pray that can. cos i really sincerely wanna go. by faith, i'll be able to participate fully in this camp. by FAITH.

rained like mad today. sorta like God's assurance. it's still pouring, He says, there is still harvest.
not gonna stop now, cos we have to grow or we'll be stagnant and it'll be difficult to gear up again.

my bro. oh manx. ireally hope to see him come know God by JUNE. maybe even come church camp w/ me. YES and AMEN! by God's works, it IS POSSIBLE.

prayer requests:
.able to go camp w/ no hassle
.brother coming to know God by JUNE
.chessia to have strength & courage thru God
.pearly to be not overwhelmed by band
.newbies to be open to God's works

God bless.

2006-04-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

jus received news that amath test is on wed.
PRAISE GOD.

He has proven to be so real in my life.

even when we are so unfaithful, You still chose to display ur faith in me

Thank YOU.

its really GREAT having YOU in my life

GOD, i am so amazed by Your works.
I'll stand by YOU, all of my days.
to the end of my life, and even beyond that.

a life WITHOUT You would be of NO MEANING.

thank You, for sacrificing so much
thank You, for Your perfect and wondrous love.

Amen.

hmm

2006-04-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

really haven do anything today
all the hwk and tests to study for. dead.
all not done

thank God bio was postponed.
indeed, God is faithful
yes and amen.

God bless

passion

2006-04-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

oh manx. i look at the number and i felt so disappointed. i couldn't help but feel the tears well up in me.

689

i felt so disappointed, betrayed? i had hope that we would really reach it.

but God is faithful....

woot!!! we got 185 converts!!!!

wow.
this means that if we retain ALL of them, we'll definitely BREAK 750!!!!

oh manx, this is like the coolest thing in the whole wide world!!!!

Romans 8:31
if God is FOR us, WHO CAN BE AGAINST US???

wow. tat was a super cool meeting. disappointed but yet filled with so much, so much HOPE.

oh manx. today's meeting was super duper cool. and shern went up to share testimony, she took my phone up stage. she kept it for like dunno how long. oh manx, wat a meaningful april fool's joke. she used it to write points abt her growth in God. woohoo!!!

hah.

falling deeper and deeper in love with You.

thank God that EB1 met their goal of 15!!!
and that EB hit 31 for svc!!!

woohoo!

enjoyed the whole meet. and at the end of it, sharlene announced that EAST finally found an RC. woohoo!!!

$1,100 for

fully furnished
near mrt
fully aircon
bigger living room
plus an extra balcony!!!!

PRAISE GOD.
there are so many great testimonies today!!!! so AMAZED by all of them!

oh manx, i am fully healed by God. yay!

plus another thing.
passion celebration ended pretty late, so i was super worried. i decided to take a taxi home. and when i reached home, my parents weren't home yet.

i din wanna leave early cos i wanted to stay for the whole thing, i din wanna go. i took a step of faith that God will give me what i deserve.

THANK GOD!!!!!!! oh manx!!!!

thank God for joy and lestari who prayed for me and provided for me.
thank God for being so faithful.

Church Camp is COMING!!!!
7-10 June.
Experience a SPIRIT FILLED youth.
woah
registration starts 8th April.

OH MANX! SO EXCITED!

gonna head to 1000!!!! nothing can stop us!!!
this is going to bring us even one more step closer to God and His will.
YES!!!

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training ... we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 1 Corinthians 9: 24-25 (NIV)

a race to eternity.
a crown that will last forever.

yea man!

something negative: i will not let U stop me frm serving God. No way. if its meant to be, it'll be. but now, its God. we are brothers and sisters, fellow servants. no more, no less. Yes and Amen!

prayer requests:

1.continue to SOW in cchms. wan more growth!
2.the newbies to open their hearts to learn.
3.pearly to not be stressed by band.
4.for me to be focused on God.
5.my parents' hearts to be soften.
6.my bro to receive Christ by this JUNE.
7.to be USED by God.

the end of passion month is NOT the end of PASSION for God.
we will still continue to serve hard.
its a race till eternity.

GOD IS MOVING

i will serve You all of my days.

AMEN!!!

healed

2006-04-01T07:47:00.000+08:00

woohoo!

i am HEALED.
by GOD.

everyone say with me:
GOD HEALS!!!

yay. i feel so much better now. and i am left with only a hint of sore throat.
PRAISE GOD!!

thank God for joy who prayed for me, and anyone else who did too.

yay!!!!

oh man, i dun think will be meeting my goal. but anyway, today shern has 2 visitors. pray that they'll be responsive and will come to open up their heart to God. yay!!!

thank you, God, for everything.

can i still meet my goal?

convert

2006-03-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

ahh. no visitors tmr. no converts this wk. gah. its so bad. >.< sad la. wanna meet some ppl this wk but all failed. haix. i really pray for ppl to come tmr and for converts tml. i wanna bring ppl tml. its WORLD WITHOUT STRANGERS.

i have a bad sore throat. pls pray for me oki?

oh manx, tml is the last day of parent's day sourcing. come on! we need WOW stories!!!!!

today actually planned to go home slp de. then met serene from east c. went w/ her to meet some ppl. haha, outta four, one converted, so glad that she chose to open her heart. yay! thank God for this new sister!!!!

come on! i wanna see cchms grow so much more.. ahh.. i really pray that i will haf ppl to bring tml and they will come to know God. though its already very late but i still have the faith. YAY!!!

tml gonna see if meet 130. serene says WILL. so that means let's aim for more, 140, 145? yay!!!! then celebration at nice is gonna be so much fun and all!!!!!

yup yup. tml newbies are gonna come for svc the first time!!!! pray that they will really enjoy themselves!!!

pray for sore throat kays?

God bless

CG

2006-03-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

WOW. today CG was super cool larx. so many ppl. yay! really glad to see so many new faces. woo hoo!!!

i love michelle.
cos she is super cute, sweet and nice.
she is really so faithful and so loving!
yay!

i love jacqueline.
cos she is so funny and so joy everlasting.
she is enthu and really friendly
i love JAC!!

i love grace.
cos grace may turn into pearly,
who is my dearest shepherd.
she is sweet and kind.
yup yup.

today CG was fun and laughter filled.
may all CG be so blessed by God.

*guideandleadus*

God Bless.

gah

2006-03-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

why do parents who say that they are not concerned over their child's results bugging their child over studies?

gahit makes no sense.

I WILL GO WHERE YOU LEAD

THE PERFECT PLAN

cleansing

2006-03-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training ... we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 1 Corinthians 9: 24-25 (NIV)

give me a FORGIVING heart
a SERVING heart
a LOVING heart.
a heart WITHOUT bitterness
SPEAK

Philippians 2:14 Do everything without complaining or arguing... (NIV)

John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

NO STUMBLING

guide me.

TIRED

2006-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

ahh.. i feel so tired out. one whole day nv go back home at all. haix. until now that is. today has been really tiring.

went to sch. had PE. haix. then after sch planned to meet liling. but in the end wasn't fruitful. anyway found joy in sch. haha. she was talking to michelle. then met lots of hope ppl. cool. then went to find jolin and grace abt math hwk. haha. i miss the sec 1 days. walked out together. then went w/ joy to find lestari. walked ard and talked bout some stuff. gah. then went to church office re-string guitar. unsuccessful though. only managed one outta 2 strings. got to know where church office. was cool.

went to look for tino after he called me. meet him barely fifteen mins, 15 dollars gone. gah. spent another 5 eating dinner and last 5 on ezlink card. oh well. i dun mind blessing my bro. love ya bro. aiya, the most dun eat for the nxt 2 days only. =) nvm one larx. then went for tuition. was a relief teacher. blehs. slacked for like 2 hrs. waste of time/

came back hm. gah. feeling like super tired. running on adrenaline now. sickening. feeling sorta hysterical.

cat they all apply for HK trip. gah. wanna go but dun really have the spirit. wateva. i'll really miss out though. aiya, dun care manx, i wanna tour a few Hope churches after my o'lvls.

SPIRIT FILLED.

i feel so empty, or rather directionless. GAH. wanna focus on God. FOCUS!!!!!!!
wanna experience YOU and be touched by YOU.
i dun wanna doubt where i am gonna go.
show me the way?
i wann to trust in YOU
trust in YOUR plan.
i know YOU'll always lead me.
i place my life into YOUR hands.
LEAD ME.

an OPEN heart,
i await for YOUR teachings,
i await YOUR call.
SPEAK, YOUR SERVANT IS LISTENING.

lots of stuff running are im my mind.

sidenote: i used to enjoy lying but i've found TRUE satisfaction in telling the truth. it's so REFRESHING!!

pray for jolin, grace, jac and michelle. love them all. SISTERS forever!!!

i'll meet ALL of you at the end of this race.

pray 24/7. speak 24/7.

*calltome*

God bless

scary

2006-03-29T02:01:00.000+08:00

gah. can't slp cos of scary images in my head. wanna watch a scary film but dun dare. lolx. haix.
read the bible to calm my mind then nid to slp le.

NITEX.

cube(1997) cube 2 (2002) cube zero (2004)

stuff

2006-03-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

classic Sci-Fi short story "And he built a crooked house", by Robert A. Heinlein.
tesseract

Madeleine L'Engle's novel A Wrinkle in Time, the characters in the story travel through time and space using tesseracts. The book actually uses the idea of a tesseract to represent a fifth dimension rather than a four-dimensional object (and also uses the word "tesser" to refer to movement from one three dimensional space/world to another).

wow. i found this theory on hypercube.
really fascinating and all.
but can't really get the idea. haix.

today was an okay day.
prttey tiring though.
haix. tml have to run 2.4km
gah. i wanna try to finis 2 rounds this time.
sian one manx. how to survive?
oh well.

marcom stuff coing along well.
i'll need an updated contact list.
since ben is going to the army soon,
i'll have to start on it myself.
oh well. cool

tml gonna meet a contact.
need prayer.
open and soften her heart.
really hope to see her come know God.

i need a prayer.
to stay stablise in God
no wavering.
gah. help me?

this week is so unorgnaised.
pray for all the newbies.

God bless.

dancing

2006-03-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

haha. just watched So You Think You Can Dance?. super cool manx. nice la. haha. nxt wk in LA gonna be even cooler. i see samba and ballet and other latin dances!!! haha. definitely must watch nxt wk. its so fun and nice and graceful and elegant!!!!!! woot! love dance!

yay! follow up-ed on jacquelin today! haha. i think i too hyper le. joy says that she is very teachable. haha. yup! hope she'll be available. She has a really understanding dad! he said that he respected her decision. WOW! thank God! its so cool manx. =) yup. really glad to have this new sister, cos she is really vry fun loving, & i really do see much potential in her! yuppie!

started on double duty. MARCOM!! yay. i love my ministry. really love manx.

it rained today. "ask for the rain when the rain is falling". woohoo. saw that on shirley's blog. cool. yup, this is the last lap. gonna run like nv b4. Holy Spirit is falling, can you feel it? hah. this wk is gonna be memorable. =)

God bless.

damn

2006-03-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

gah. 'm sorry
please give me strength, courage.
i need You.

forgive me?

love

2006-03-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

sometimes we are too engrossed the the world's type of love. the world's standard of love.

NO.

i wanna be captivated by God's love.
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
prefect love.

You captivate me
i am captivated by You
You are captivating.
Amen!

today there was a word that struck me.
co-heirs.
we are co-heirs w/ Christ. How cool is that?!?!?!?
wow.
i mean, we are actually siblings to Jesus.
WOW.
ain't that cool?

tobecaptivated.

haha

2006-03-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAHA. aging population!!!

cat said that cchms had an aging population!!! LOLX. can't stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

yup, what she said was true. its really cool how God moved so quickly in one wk. 3 mths of being stagnant and one wk, we broke it. cool manx!

PRAISE GOD!

double duty

2006-03-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo! yay! i got another new sister today. her name is michelle and she is so cute!!! haha. yup. really glad that she chose to open her heart to God today. hehe. love ya sis!

i was actually late for passion and tot abt not going. then God sent a taxi to me. woohoo, that's like so cool!! haha. then i went for passion and enjoyed the whole event manx. hah. giodeon was funny. lolx.

anyway we went to eat lunch after that. yup. then there was a brother frm Germany, Berlin who came all the way here to visit our church. woohoo! haha. really exciting manx. then i had to go to meet ben. swee hong came!! yay!

then cos ben leaving for ns soon, so he delegated tasks. hah. basically, my responsibilities doubled la. so, yup, i guess it was a sign from God to step back from dance lorx. so i decided not to join le. focus more on marcom. haha. i dun really mind la, cos i really love serving in marcom. haha. yay! marcom rocks!!!!

then michelle came la. haha. she very sweet gal. =)

we went for svc and it was really cool. pastor ben preached today la. haha. really insipring manx. i enjoyed today's svc. anyway, at the altar call time, pastor ben called for converts and michelle went!!! yup, and he also called to those who wanted to serve more. so i went w/ swee hong lorx. hah. hope to see her serving more!!

i think God really moved this week la. even though i din bring any one to Christ, though i din meet my goal of 2, God still moved in my life. when i decided to give my week to God, God really took control and amazed me. yup. it was a really great experience. i am really so wowed by God. yup, so i wanna give myy nxt week to God. though i dun feel the drive like last wk, but i still wanna trust in God. this is the last lap manx. its so vital!!! lets all dash to the finishing line for God. woo!

yup. its been an exciting wk and i can't wait for the next one. iwanna give my weeks to God, give months, years and my entire life. yay!!

God bless.

soz

2006-03-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

'm so sorry.
'm so lost.

forgive me?

gah

end of the wk

2006-03-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

wk one has ended. woo. its sortaa scary how fast time passes. mid yr coming . prelims. o'lvls. gah. its really so fast. can't imagine where i'll be next year, but i know life in God's plan is nv boring.

let me trust
let me stand firm
let me always
always love You.

oh manx. we can reach 750 manx. woot!!!! its gonna be super duper cool like crazy.

*wannaexperienceYou*
PLEASE.

God Bless.

gah

2006-03-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

i will stand for You.
nope, i will not fall.
i will rejoice!
i will rejoice in others' joy!
i WILL!

guideme,cleanseme

yay!

2006-03-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

had parent teacher conference today. super boring. my mom also felt it was bad. she din really want to go. gah. wasted 2 hrs of my life. haha.

anyway today had a pretty good day. yup. today was really fruitful. yup. wah, i got to know lots of ppl in 1 HM. really had a fun time all of them. all so young and carefree... i miss those days.

yup. joy came into the school too and we had a day of sharing the gospel. yup. there is fruits to day! yay!!!!!! haha. i have 3 new sisters! woohoo! love all of them manx.. yes, they are really so faithful.. =). we met what we set out to do, 15 ppl.. but i really wanna do more...

but somehow i dun feel excitement. i am really glad to see that there are ppl who open their heart to Jesus, but i also yearn to see someone who i made the first contact with, open their heart. imagine the fulfillment and joy it gives. but i am really thankful, that cchms is finally growing again!!! haha...really glad that all three of them took the step of faith to trust in Him. really hope that can retain them, & i really pray that they will start to taste God's goodness asap.. God is good and God is real! really thank God for these fruits...

tml can't go for prayer meet. too late. haix. i wanna go lehx, but its really can't. gah! cool manx. w/ in one day, God moved so much. wow! haha. really thank God for this.

i just hope to see my contacts/friends open their hearts.. wow. i say 2 & i believe that it will come. =). love u gals, so that why i wanna share la. =)

its been a great day & i can't wait for tomorrow.

God bless.

wed 22 march 2006

2006-03-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

had pe today. i ran one round tne sch continuously. gah. hope to be able to run 2 rds continuosly bythe time PFT comes ard. te whole day was so tired. kept slping in bio.

supposed to meet liling, meixuan and zuohong today. but only got to meet zuohong. shared some stuff to her la. sorry if i came on too forcefully. yup really sorry la.

today wasn't good. too disorganised and flustered. too nervous. yup. but tml will be better lorx. din really get to meet swee hong. SORRY!!! but tml b4 cg shld be able to talk to her more lorx.. yup..

thanks jolene for being willing to meet me, and liling for allowing me to meet her next week. yay! all of u are so sweet! =)

met joy after meeting zuo hong. discussed abt how to say lorx. how to make it better, clearer and more concise. yup. hope tml will do much better than today. haix. sorry zuo hong! the talk and discussion was great and refreshing. yay!

met tino to eat dinner. i am sorry, din go for tuition today. gah. yup, so i slacked until abt nine plus b4 went home... haven wasted time for so long le.. feeling relaxed...

have lots of things to do manx.. now got one whole unwritten ss essay and physics test and phy txtbk. ahh!! help!!!

really hope to see fruits tml.

God bless.

dance

2006-03-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

today went to school and had a not bad day.

then cl oral came & ruined my whole mood. gah.
they started late and they told the sec 3s to come later. then they gave priority to sec 3. and they were SO slow. really wasted our time. iw as very angry and indigant abt it la. totally upset abt their attitude for sec 4s time. are our time not precious? haix. i am really very angry abt it la. i even had to pray a few times to be in control. it was really cool, cos He really answered by distracting me from the whole oral by engaging me in some crap talk.

oral was ok la. teacher said i lack confidence though i had the ability and knowledge. gah.

then cos of the lack of efficiency in oral, we had to take taxi to nexus for dance auditions. then go there le, got persuaded by cat to join. or at least try. i think its pretty okay la. but for me, i can't really perform within the time in practise. i need time to familiarise myself with the moves la. yup. fell so weird lorx, cos like all of them can catch the moves so easily. haix. gonna try for one mth la. then by the end see how lorx. maybe i'll stay maybe i'll go. i know that marcom will always come first la. yup, i really need to pray on it. haha.

its the second day le!! how how???? i haven had time to sit down w/ all of my contacts and talk w/ them. i only told them some stuff. gah gah!!! come on! i need to do this. i wanna see a miracle, i wanna see God move!! show me!!! i wanna WIN! i said i would at the beginning of this, & i WILL. i believe in Him. come on, let's watch SOMETHING happen.

*i trust in YOU, please, don't disappoint me?

God bless

20th March

2006-03-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

20th March 2006

God can beat your greatest dreams.
Give him the biggest dream you have,
And He'll turn it upside down, downside up.
He'll give you in return something beyond your dreams,
beyond your wildest imagination.

This is the way God works. During the whole motivational workshop in school today. I can't help but think more abt God.

I used to think highly of such workshops, but now, I see these workshops are self-help.
Mankind trying to help each other, the blind leading the blind.

No. this workshop is going to help me grow closer to God. This workshop is going to motivate me to work harder for God. Yup. I wanna go further than where I am now.

Well. I felt really touched by this. Really felt a push from the Holy Spirit.

This week is going to be all for God. I can't wait to see what God has in store for me this week. I can't wait to see 750. can't wait to see 2 frm me coming to know Christ. I know I'll be able to do it. By the end of this week, I'll have a really great testimony. Cos I really have faith that God will really move this week. Yay!

Got to know 2 more friends better today. Liling and Mei Xuan. Haha. They are in same class as Zuo Hong. Cool manx.

Cl oral is tml. Haix, pray to do really well la. Its so last min notice, but with God, I can do it. I can achieve it. Yes!

God Bless.

passion 3

2006-03-19T00:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna do it. no more just saying, i will start doing.

its the last week already. i will have faith cos i know that thru God i'll meet my goal. it may seem impossible but i shall have faith. i had fear for the past week but today's svc was uplifting. "take courage" "it is I". woo! yup.

sch starting. haven really finish hwk. gah. timetable also come out le. well, i look forward to the june hols cos it'll mean that the chinese o'lvls are over. i wanna do well so dun have to worry abt cl at the EOY. yup.

feeling tired out today. oh well. gah.

its the LAST week. if not this wk, then when? i shall put PASSION first in this week. i wanna have a part of this 750. yup.

kkays. super tired. gonna go slp.

God bless.

Cg

2006-03-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

things do go wrong.
gah, but i still hold on to the faith that God is in control
thanks joy.
thanks all of u girls.
i love my CG!

i admit, i may not be s.mature enough, so i will stop trying to carry beyond what is my load. yes. i will trust in God's plan.

was feeling super cofused/empty/at peace/hysterical/weird out b4 CG. gah. must be cos i woke up late and stuff la. i felt much more stablised atfter CG. thank God, it was really Him who settled my heart for the rest of the day. i experienced God as the One who provides peace.

tml gonna be a great day. yay!

God bless.

chem

2006-03-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

chem was fun though i was late. it felt familiar to be back in s'pore poly. i lost my cert on my way back home but nvm. haha.

tml got bio lecture and stuff. haix. a few more days left to sch. o'lvls are near.

wat can i say
expect sorry?
what can i do
expect apologize
can i go back in time?
can you forgive all these?

praying to see a harvest. hoping, wishing.

PLEASE.

*aharvestiscoming.*

slack!

2006-03-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

lolx. talked to joel just now. he was really reluctant to type out his testimony. gah. haha. lots of ppl dun like to type it out. oh well. stage fright? haha.

today has been an absolute slack day. i enjoyed myself. i heck care all my hwk and stuff. HAHA. feeling so lax. oh well. nvm.

anyway tml got chem workshop. will definitely be lots of fun la. haha. i'll enjoy myself.

God bless.

past

2006-03-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

thought abt the past few months.
it has been great.
i believe it will be greater.
though it may seem difficult, impossible,
the harvest WILL come.
yes. it will.
i dun wanna miss it.
Holy Spirit has been pouring.
i believe that it'll be over us soon.
i believe that it will come to pass.

joy came back frm sibu today.
welcome back!

*it'spouring*

postcards

2006-03-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

just threw away a large stack of postcards. gah. wasting paper. hehe. sorry la. actually chessia said it can be used as a daily diary, postcard for each day. but i prefer to type? haha. thanks for the suggestion though.

went to sentosa today. actually cat said shld got early in the morn. but we drag till 10 plus then reach harbourfront. hehe. then me, grace and cat went to sentosa. we went to siloso beach and went to sort of tan. then after like 45 mins they wanted to go into water. thank God i brought extra clothes. at first felt weird cos they din really bring much clothes and i brought like 2 extra. haha. but it was used. yay! thank God. then went to wash up. we went to 7-11 to eat and saw kim there. haha. she was there w/ her class.

we then sat outside and eat instant noodles. haha. then after a while priscilla also came. cool man. i called her at first but she din hear. i atill thought ii call wrong. but cat told me to call louder and it WAS priscilla. haha. cool manx.

we took the tram to underwater world, but too exp la. we ate ben & jerry ice cream. cool manx. my first time eating. then we went to take bus 10. went to grace hse. then came back lorx.

still haf lots of hwk to do manx. ahh. its not hols at all. gah. mracom lots of stuff coming up. yup. need balancing. moderation. haha. ytd talked to pearly. it was some sort of a wake up call. yup. tml nid to go sch. gah.

God bless

miracle

2006-03-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

can someone say miracle? blessing?
haha. my dad allowed me to go sentosa.
cool man

thank God..

basic

2006-03-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

solved the basic.
set my heart on God. yep
wanna go Sentosa tml. if can go then its a miracle.
both sides. gah.
set my heart on God.

always.

struggles

2006-03-13T02:50:00.000+08:00

gah. 'm so sorry.
gah. screwed up. damn. i promise, i tried not to. dang.
love It's You by Kevin.
reminds me of You.
'm sorry. gah.

*iwannarepent*

passion 2

2006-03-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

had passion meet early in morn. then went near s11 stone. then went to find tino. waited for swee hong. had svc. it was frigging cold in nexus. haha. then had east meeting. then ate dinner. went to heeren. met hsiao en and yenn. then met jake and michelle. yup.

passion meeting was great. the prayers really touched my heart. yup. it was really cool and all. i really remebered some of the extraordinary things God did in my life.

then went to s11 and then found tino. he use my phone call so many ppl. haha. but nvm. his sim card is prepaid so i dun mind.

then had svc. it was very cold la. but the end of svc i was shivering and all. can't stand it. today's sound was super loud and aircon super cold. haix. oh well. love the songs sang today. yup.

then had east meet. gonna haf a new rc manx. haha. really pray to find it la. haha. yuppie.

ate dinner and all la. then went to heeren. then jake and michelle came at like 7.45pm? late. haha. but nvm. i got to see what jake looked like and michelle too la. haha. yup he's nice la, and could tell that michelle was hyper today. lolx.

had to go home after tat lorx. haha.

was an eventful day la. =)

God bless

disney

2006-03-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

super tired.

watched disney on ice just now. probabaly will do it review on it on my next entry. it was really cool and cute. love the way the ppl danced on ice. really graceful and super elegant la. super pro lorx. they danced like its so easy. haha. it was beautiful.

oki. going to slp now. tml passion meeting early in morn. yup.

God bless

thursday

2006-03-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

today is a pretty slackish day. hmm.

joy went to hope sibu, so let's keep her and the team in prayers ya? haha.

had shepherding, i shepherded my sheep. amanda and jasmine came along too la. talked abt some stuff and all. played a little bball. haha. yup. was pretty fun la. really nice, to just fellowship & stuff. yay! haha.

had an incident on bus. apparently there was this guy on the bus who was drunk and had a hangover. i sat in front of him and he vomited. Thank God i din get much vomit on me. yuck. i switched seats. the stench was really bad and i held my breath thru out the whole trip. urgh. i heard some giral say that she'll nv do such a thing that can make a fool outta herself. yup. we shld do all worldly things in moderation la.

tml is like the last day of sch? finally! haha. really so happy la. got back progress report. its pretty ok? yup. tml gonna watch disney on ice.

i am so worried.

God bless

tuition

2006-03-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

sian. went to tuition. went thru differentiation. i wanna slp le la. how?

i am so tired out. sch is gonna end soon. i need sleep. ahh.

God bless.

tests

2006-03-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

got back phy today. same as chem. both 60. phy is 27/45, chem 30/50. haix. phy is beyond expectations, chem is below expectations. oh well. ii guess everything balances out. thank God. this wk finally the end of term one. left ss CT paper to take.

later got tuition. i still got amath, emath ws to do. plus phy tys and cl newspaper cutting. oh well. see how la. haha.

yuppie.

i will ALWAYS love you. come what may.

God bless

listenin ear

2006-03-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

thank God for giving me a chance to be a listening ear. guide me further?

thank God. i will trust in Your ways. guide me.

aid

2006-03-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

can u tell me how to help him? can u tell me how to help her? God, can You please teach me? guide me? i dun wanna see them hurting.

iwannagiveaid.iwannahelp

God, pls guide.

luke 18:14

2006-03-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

got back CT for egeog and chem. it isn't good at all. total letdown. absolute. luke 18:14. haix. it was the verse i looked for after my chem period ended. oh well. i really wanna depend on You. to really do my best to serve.

today had evax cg. made a few good friends. i even got to know 2 of zuo hong's classmates. how cool is that. haha. it was ok la. i got 3 ppl. yes. =)

stayed in school till quite la bah. haha. can You tell me how to give aid? please? can You?

met nathan on my way back. shocking. lolx.

God bless

aircon

2006-03-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

my aircon is spoilt. dripping water. and my door's wood is destroyed by the water. i am afraid for the wal behind the aircon too. haix. pray for me?

God bless.

sleep

2006-03-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna slp. lol

tired out.

2006-03-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

i slept at 2.30am last night. woke up at 6am. dead beat la. really absolutely exhausted. dragged myself to sch. really super dead.

i needed cucumber for bio prac today. but my hse dun haf. early in the morn, where to find?i asked some ppl but they all say dun haf. then my mom also say the market close. i was dead la. the near my bro sch, got one market open. so i went to see. there was actually cucumber. Praise God!. haha.

today got back amath and bio CT. amath actually B3. but thank God for mr kuek. he very nice. gimme one mark then i got an A2. bio got C5. haix. oh well.

had dance today. i think i not joining le bah. tink its God's will bah. i really wanna concentrate on PASSION. i wanna see 750 coming true. yes, God. i believe in You. l wanna be a light.

feeling so burdened for lower sec. haix.

God bless.

sunday..

2006-03-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

cat says need to plan for o'lvl studies. so i am going along w/ her. been staying at home for the whole day. pretty much doing nth at all. can't wait for the hols. its only one wk more. if only o'lvls were over? i guess. i'll certainly miss my class and teachers. plus cchms will suddenly be left with really few ppl. oh well. i must make it a pt to increase the no. of ppl in cchms. there must be a vibrant community. no more waiting. no more losing.

IT'S TIME TO WIN.

God bless.

passion

2006-03-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

yes. i may be physically tired but i am spiritually refreshed.

11 am- passion meet.
12 pm-east meet
3pm- svc
6pm-marcom meet
630pm-eb1 meet

i woke up late. but thank God i got a taxi as soon as i walked out onto the road. & the driver & traffic were great. i reached in 15 mins.

passion meeting is really great. can't wait to receive and hear testimonies on this. yup. 750 ppl by march/april. we can do it. let us do it so as to encourage others that 'yes, this is possible.'

east meeting. 160 by march. 170 by april. the voyage may be tough, but we will make it. at the end, we'll say, "i've won" . no more trying, let us run to WIN.

ccchms gals. lets meet all our goals. 15 ppl. we must & can do it. yes, we will see people coming in. no more waiting. no more. we shall win all these souls.

marcom haf lots of new stuff to do. i am excited. haha. lots of articles to hand in. we need MORE WRITERS! anyone interested, pls tell me. exciting month!

then dennis met all chms gals. sec 4s. we will win JUNIORS! yes we will. no more all upper sec. lower sec will also be in this voyage.

it is going to be a great month. i am aiming for a high lvl of commitment. i wan to win! no more trying. no more losing. NO MORE!

anyway, i haf got 2 tix to go disney on ice on 10 march. at night. anyone interested in going with me? pls tell mi.

IT IS POSSIBLE.

God bless

stuff in church

2006-03-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

just helped ben to do some editing.
feels great to be doing marcom stuff.
haha.

tml gonna be a hectic day.
got meeting at nexus at 11 am.
the east meet at 12 -2.
svc at 3-5.
marcom meet probably at 6.
wow.
a toally full day.
& pearly said maybe shepherding b4 11am.
cool manx.
a full day of God's work.
YAY!
something great is gonna happen!

God bless.

career

2006-03-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmmx.
cat was sick today so planned to see doc w/ her
but we went to career exhibit w/ grace
pretty boring there.
mostly for jcs and uni students.

then went to walk ard suntec.
went to eat thai xpress.
woohoo.
first time eating.
really love the food there
our total bill was like $45?
haha.

anyway then we wwanted to go polyclinic.
but it closed earlier.
sian. ah well.
i wanna buy a handbag and a new pair of sandals
watever la.
hope to get every young woman's battle at hope tml.
haha.
love my membership card.
lolx.

God bless.

movie at suntec.

2006-03-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

had early morn prayer meet.
i think something great was gonna happen.
can't wait.

went to suntec
watch i not stupid too.
with like the whole skool?
haha. it was cool.

i think lots of ppl cried?
i din. lolx.
its not cos i am cold blooded
it was just, i dun see e reason.
my heart did hurt.
it clenched like mad.
but really,
i tot tat the emo scenes were overboard
haha.
like ppl cried when the dad got hurt,
or when the parents realised
how wrong they were.
or when the dad beat up his son.
or when their gang left them.

nope. i felt my heart clenched when,
i saw him shivering and trembling after the beating
when one said i haf a plan,
the other said i'll follow you.
when one fell, the other picked him up.
they ran together.
when they tried to turn back,
but they weren't accepted.
when the song said,
tears haf run dry. no more tears left.

i would like to watch it again.
if only to evaluate it.
i love subtleness.
dun like the overwhelming crying in the movie.
nah. not for me.

God bless.

haix

2006-03-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

can't stand it anymore.
all i want is You.
reassure me.
comfort me.
i trust in You.

*iloveuGod*

God bless

parents.

2006-03-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

haix. i dunno how la. wat to say.
dota dota dota.
when i read too much
u tell me to stop.
when he plays till late at night,
u only ask abt his prev game.
why are u onli interested in what he does?
why u nv ask me abt what i read?
u ask him abt dota, abt badminton.
u are mildly concerned over his studies.
WHAT ABT me?
small lil' me?
why are u only concerned over my studies?
stuidies studies studies...
u always compare me to others..
EVE EVE EVE..
the one who scored 249 like me,
but in RP now...
WHY?
ppl got 9 As in a'lvls.
they got in watever uni.
why kip telling me all these stuff?
why aren't u pestering my bro over his studies?
whhy when he scores badly
u dun try to provide better tuition?
it is his streaming year!
i dunno... WHY?
why do i feel like another adult that u are trying to control?
i am not saying that u dun love me,
u do. but why are u so unconcernede abt my life,
EXCEPT STUDIES?
why are u so interested in my bro,
and mom so interested in my younger sis?
what abt me?
u want me to stand on my own,
u tell me to be independent
but at the same time
u kip the leash on me so tight.
who is gonna be interested to care?
which one of u two?
u both are so convinced
that my spiritual family is bad influence.
dun u realise that i am trying to be better?
or are u too busy, too unconcerned?
ppl say its the middle child that is neglected.
but its not lidddat for me.
cos i am the oldest, u expect so much.
cos my bro din do well for PSLE,
so u require less?
if i knew, i wouldn't wan to do so well.
am i not ur child?
why do u try and test experiments on me?
why do u depend on me when u need help,
and push me away when u dun need it?
is being the most knowledgable one in the family,
causing this?
if i weren't so smart,
if i din know so much,
would ur attitude be different?
i see both ur love so extremely for them
u spend so much on his hobbies,
and u, so much on her favourites.
and me?
i am just the smart one who is lazy,
the one who spends the most money,
the one who comes home the latest,
the one who talks back,
the one who believes in a different God,
the one who has her own views,
the one who is different frm what u wan.
is that why?
is it cos i am different that u treat me in this way?

i honestly dun care anymore.
i live by ur rules,
i listen to you.
cos ur authority is frm God.
i dun need ur love,
cos i have perfect love, frm God.
i dun need to crave ur attention,
cos i know God's attention is on me 24/7.
i dun need u to sacrifice anything, money/time,
God has given me his most precious Son.
i still love u. both of u.
i know that u do love me.
i know that u do care for me.
but i know,
God's love will make me whole.
God's love will heal.
so i'll trust in God,
that everything will be alright.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

God bless.

CT day 3

2006-03-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

CT is finally over.
thank God.
really can't stand the stress of studyin.
i think this time gonna be pretty ok.
hope will get some really good results
& others will be avg.

went to life bkshop today
i spent like 2 hrs ++ there.
really couldn't decide on what bks to buy la.
so many bks i wanted to read.
haix. how to get them all?
i really love to read bks la.
can't stand it.
all the bks but no ability to obtain.
after antagonising for abt an hr plus,
i finally chose 2 bks.
still wanna buy more though.
dad doesn't seem happy that i wanna buy more.
haix.
he always i wan wat, he will buy,
then when i wan it, he grumbles.
its not like i wan ridiculous things,
i wan BOOKS!
how? earn my own money to buy bks?
wat ever la. so sian.

my dad like super strict la.
everything also after o'lvl.
then he say after o'lvl also wanna control.
wat the...
when i acct to him,
he find me irrritating and ever changing.
then i dun acct, he say i dun inform him.
very wat la...
i wan to go crazy over bks also can't.
my bro not even crazy over badminton
yet u buy him rackets that add up to thousands.
why? i can buy many bks with thousands la.
why support his hobby but not mine?
bks haf no future is it?
badminton is prominent?
WHY?
i really wan to read.
haix.

got CL hwk to do...
gtg.

God Bless

CT day 2

2006-02-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

had CT today.
both okay okay la..
hope can meet goal.
haha

then had bit of dance.
yup.
though had some probs.
sad. =(

after skool wen to find mr kuek.
he super nice la.
stayed back for students.
haha.
even though he had to do go out w/ parents
he really care for his students' studies.
really great teacher.
super patient.

then went to carmen's hse.
blur gal.
forgot to bring phy txtbk to study phy.
lolx
her hse very nice.
food nice to eat. better than my hse.
haha.
then studied a little while before went home.

thank God for suquan, he sent mi testimony.

tml CT needs to study.

God Bless.

lovin

2006-02-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

its official.
i love my bible!
haha. i know.
i am crazy.
but i really love it.
all the wisdom contain inside
all from God Himself.
haha. i love God's gift.

i also like my membership card lots.
hehe.

anyway, saw a show today.
the guy was super sweet to the gal la.
the gal like blur blur one,
but the guy was totally focused on who he loved.
woohoo!
love guys who are totally romantic.
he was super caring and all la.
lolx. it was so sweet lorx.
he was super sure that he really loved her la.
no doubts what so ever.
haha. nxt time find husband i wan one liddat
lolx! haha. but that's nxt time.
see where God leads. hehs.

CT craze starting tml.
dun understand chem air & water.
haix.
i confess, i was alseep.
but it was really boring!
oh well. i better do well to meet my goals.
keep mi in prayer ya?
haha.

God Bless.

my journey with YOU

2006-02-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

when i first heard of You,
i din accept,
cos i din understand.

when U sent the second person after me,
i din accept,
cos i thought i was too young.

when U sent the third person after me,
i din accept,
cos i had problems and conflicts.

when U sent the fourth person after me,
i accepted.
i still had the problems,
still had conflicts.
but i took a step of faith and received.
by faith, i said,
it will be solved.

it has been great with You.
i regretted not accepting earlier.
i thank You for all of Ur blessings

the problems are back
the conflicts have returned.
guide me?
by faith,
it shall be resolved by june,
it shall be resolved soon.

God bless.

WIRED 2

2006-02-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morn feeling sore.
probably frm carryin my bag ard ytd.

slacked in fornt of com for a while
then went to look for jolene,
she came for wired 2 today.
yay!
i see a seed sown.
i see potential.
guide me?
i will trust in Your plan.
today was abt God's plan for us.
it was cool la.
though short.

after svc,
cat said: "i give u a chance."
haha.
thanks gal. =D

then i went to hope resource.
met dennis and asked him where joy was.
she had my membership card.
lol.
then bought a bible.
yu qian gave mi a $5 voucher.
then when my membership couldn't work,
yiqin offer to use his.
thank God for yuqian and yiqin.
so a $16 bible cost mi only $9.40.
thank God.
yay! i love this family.

then mi and sweehong went to eat at starhub.
saw the others.
and i got my membership card frm joy.
YAY!
i was one of the few who got it.
pearly din have it.
poor pearly.
then crapped ard before leavin.
haha.

went to mount zion at century sq.
saw a few cool stuff.
esp cds.
the store was playin Trading My Sorrows.
love the song.
but the disc is ex. $21.90.
then saw paradise live 'Adore'
realised that Shepherd is sung by them.
woohoo! finally.
bought some stuff and went home.

i will trust in Your plan.
i met You and you today.
haha.
i will trust.
1 corinthians 6:9

God bless